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losing game

by Emma Bowers

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1.
redwoods 03:17
could use some green and gray a full night’s sleep, some time away never met a canyon in a park or at a bar can’t see the leaves these days can’t see far but I wouldn’t believe you if you wanted to stay it’s not in your nature it’s not your way keeping myself awake telling stories in the dark, you pushed my hand away still here you are wouldn’t mind picking you up along the way to see the redwoods spend time in the bay but I wouldn’t believe you if you wanted to stay it’s not in your nature it’s not your way what’s the good in knowing what hasn’t left but is already gone tell you what I believe in you say I’m playing god could use some green and gray a full night’s sleep, some time away never seen the redwoods
2.
southeast 04:13
thought you’d come around come over to my side of town thought I wouldn’t have to lose you now thought we got somewhere you don’t reach for me like you used to sitting next to you in the living room hot and heavy when I’m home alone felt closer to you through the telephone I think I might be at my end not your girl and not your friend such a fool for thinking you’d give in and let me love you I’ve only got myself to blame for betting on a losing game now you’re blooming with a thing for the girl you met at the grocery store I can’t close my hand around you love I can’t close my hand around you love watching you sleeping with your back to me told myself to hold the memory and I hoped the morning would never come I can’t close my hands around you love
3.
oh well 04:07
you said I shouldn’t think of myself that way I think you shouldn’t take love and walk away now I can’t go to the grocery store without seeing the girl you want to be better for oh well I didn’t come here for you but I would have stayed if loving me was a bet that you could have made but there’s something about being too close that makes it easier to just let it go oh well, oh well, oh well I said your name was every third word that came out of my mouth for almost three years told I loved you for the first time the last time I saw you said I loved you too hard, no I just didn’t do it for you now I can’t go to the grocery store without seeing the girl you want to be better for oh well, oh well maybe I never felt like I had you because you never gave me a reason to trust that I did what a shame, I’m always losing your games you said it’s fine if my friends all hate you said you don’t mind if I move back to brooklyn maybe you’d be all right if you never see me again but I’m not fine, you held me as I cried and now I can’t go to the grocery store without seeing the girl you want to be better for what a shame, I’m always losing your games oh well, oh well, oh well
4.
winding gear 06:05
woke up feeling like myself again further from who I was in the night when I turned in outside that old tree is glowing gold I’ve been stoking my own heart to burn so I don’t get too cold told you that I thought I’d drive east in november you said you’d known that I would since july but you should never doubt my will to do exactly what you thought I wouldn’t I had this dream that I couldn’t take the picture that the film was catching in it’s winding gear I had this feeling that you wouldn’t stay if I couldn’t figure out how to prove you were here you took all those photos of me and I only have a handful of you that one, we were walking near wiscassett I just wish you didn’t look so blue I don’t hope you’re happy yet I don’t hope you’re happy yet I meant to walk away before you beat me to it, if only I’d had the courage to I had the mind to know that you’d do it the minute you met someone new if I had something to tell her you know what I’d say you’ll know he’s lost his love when he starts pointing his camera another way
5.
I’m always sweet with my endings kissed your hand on the street wonder what you’re doing with your soft new mornings wonder who I’d be if I could have made it easy on you go and love someone new but I don’t think you would have liked that much, honey you wouldn’t of liked me if I didn’t love you I know how you love that new love feeling she’s so sweet and blue I’d know cause I saw her through your eyes saw myself get old to you but I’m young and I’m angry for the first time in my life I’d had enough before you met me to last until I die I won’t have another lesson I won’t open another door I was right, what a mess you made me honey what was it all for? honey, oh, honey how are your soft new mornings? do they make you as happy as you wanted them to? you came back one, two, three you came back one, two, three but I’m not counting on you any more honey one, two one, two, three one, two one, two, three

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'losing game' is the new ep from emma bowers, out september 22nd on bud tapes. cassettes available via bud tapes.

written and recorded between september and november 2021, 'losing game' catalogs the unraveling of a deeply wound thread of love and hope over the course of five intimate tracks. presented as a play by play retelling of events, 'losing game' is a tender manifesto on the delicate balance between holding on and letting go.

recorded by emmet martin of portland, oregon's beloved tape label bud tapes, 'losing game' is a warm landscape of domestic sounds, tender vocals and and whimsical instrumental performances, worked together into an analog time capsule of candor and vulnerability.

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released September 22, 2023

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songs written and performed by emma bowers
recorded and mixed by emmet martin in portland, oregon
mastered by andrew johnson at black lodge studio

cover by hannah garrett
cassette design by samantha hensel

special thanks to hannah glover, george barber, madison major and sam weisenthal

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